Yet another time has passed, and other ventures have been made in the time that passed. Through it all, I even lost my sense of tranquillity, for a long time I have felt in control of most situations no matter how they appeared. I had some personal tranquillity, a safe place to go and remain whenever I wanted. Kind of like a turtle shell so to say.
Lately, I put that turtle shell down, and when exposed I realised how much I was reliant on the shield. The mental shield was put down, the funny thing was that my chiropractor even commented on it that it seemed like I had gone through some stress lately. It is magical how some people can just read it like that, so I admitted everything and to be honest it was nice to let it out. The feeling of not having that shield was frightening in the beginning and it honestly drove me crazy.
But as time went on, I started to manage, it may not have been visible from the outside, but the tempest within took quite a toll on my energy. As with everything in nature, the power of adaption slowly made its work known. Today I think things are going back to normal, or maybe a new way of normal, who knows. Something within me has changed for sure, and I guess that it is preparation for something to come, I believe all things that happen in life contribute to new lessons learned.
Now as I work to regain that tranquility without the shell, I am ready to face yet another challenge, but before that time, it is time for a vacation. One last vacation of this year of events, and guess where I am going, that’s right, I am not even giving you a chance to guess. I am going to Italia!
Peace of heart, mind, spirit and soul, the unity of it all, next post will be something more, I promise.
Ciao ciao for now!
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